happy deepavali
Sunday, October 18, 2009 - 6:58 PM
lemme sum this week up nice and slowly :)
月曜日
like i have blogged previously - it was sushi day :)
水曜日
morale event with the gates. it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. but pro. even raced this super big boss at the luge. and of course made myself useful during the CIA bicycle race. then there was the late late dinner at crystal jade where everyone was trying to scare me and prevent me from taking the lift.
a day which a new term was learnt - MBA (married but available - and no, i will not be involve in any nonsense like that, i have more integrity than that :)
木曜日
mad rush to get my documents and ready for the next day. thanks frankie for calming me nerves. and of course i found a new way to calm my nerves - ironing clothes -__-
金曜日
half day... somehow after the whole application my wish to leave this place got even stronger. perhaps its the places i was at and the things i saw after the application. it reminded the times when i feel so lost, so helpless and so disappointed with the system. like apple use to say maybe i'm the kind that runs away. perhaps you are right.
but after returning to school and meet up with those in school and of course good ol canteen food. i guess there is this part of me that wants to stay rooted at where i am - the four face that i am, the conflicted individual that i am.
returning to work - was a little depressing thereafter. highlight was the arrival of this:
maybe cause of the many parties that we had at home when i was younger - i really like the idea of having parties with close friends (not those irritating socializing parties) and buying food or things for friends. that day uncle ask me what my dream was, i said: now, it is to buy the house next to mine :) maybe if i ever do get enough money and get a place here. i think an ideal future would be to have friends coming together to cook and eat or just have a nice quiet night with close friends overlooking the nice skyline.
土曜日
finally manage to find time to watch the first episode of my girl. my favourite line - すてらるたんだ。おわたんだ。それだけのこと、よくあること、むかしのはなし。そ、自分にきかすているば、わすれあれるともってた.. its too sad for a first episode -__- but the last part of the of the show, i just cant stop myself from playing it on repeat.
of course while watching it half way.. i was interrupted by beer and emo friend. sigh. watching the ending after the beer was even more heart-wrenching.
日曜日
hot hot day. am i getting very bitchy? getting very rude? more demanding? more sensitive? what if one day i stop laughing altogether. hmmm i wonder. and no i'm not emo-ing. just plain talking to myself.
am i ready for next week's meeting - not really.
