i am my own contradiction
Saturday, September 19, 2009 - 8:49 PM
it has been a very exciting week i must say... but the unsettling feeling is back. something is bothering me - like the kind of dreams i've been having. the feeling of waking up from the a dream because u were scared it will continue or it was too sick but you just cant remember what happened or make yourself describe it.
and of course there was time traveller's wife. its a slow show but not in a bad way. walked out of the cinema feeling like a friday :) and i realize because of how fast paced it is nowadays, we forget. forget about the beauty of waiting.
well well actually i've got lots to say, about the fire twirlers, the magician, the mutual healers and of course the pipes, the cigars, the beer, the wine, the candy floss, the ice cream... but my ignorance has taken over me -_- oh and yes.. this weekend is a really long one for me.. since i'm not required to go into office on tuesday morning. wahahah. finally can sleep in. and it just feels so good to be able to have the auto-reply out of office notifications through your email. wahah. loves
so lemme not think about what's bothering me but what interesting conversations i had this week
me: I just don't see the point of getting attach since I think i've got every good friend to be there for all the needs i need of a boyfriend. less the intimacy part or maybe physical attraction part
friend: (awkward pause) SO erm you're saying you got a dildo??
me: hahaha (wanna die)
friend: my girlfriend wants to be in the business where she can make ppl happy
me: (cynically) so she wants to open a whore house
friend: no it's like packages to cater to like couples, where he can rent the whole shoe shop just for the gf to buy her shoes.
me: hmmm I shall reserve my comments
friend: that you shld, like what I'm doin
me: well you better earn a lot I money then.
friend: eh... why?
me: cause you'll need to support her dreams haha she seems a little dreamy. don't look at me like that, that's the best word I can think of right now.... (pause) i've got another idea make me her first client hah.
friend: that I totally agree, i think immediately she'll get a proper job.
friend: okie let's go zam zam for dinner then we go to haji for sheesha.
me: ooo okie but isn't both of them in diff parts of singapore
friend: (stunned) eh it's jt across the street of each other.
me: (insisting) huh? but chomp chomp is like in serangoon
friend: (died of laughter while driving)
me: i tot you were trying the damned irish accent thing again.
friend: yeah rite.
friend: i'm getting really angsty nowadays... every morning i have to walk pass moe iew ew ew (actually i cant remember but its definitely moe)
me: haha what the hell, but in japanese moe actually means cute, like those maid cafe waitresses
friend: never, its one of those irritating people from *** haha (a south east asian country)
me: OOHHh i totally understand, i think they are the worst. and what gross names they have. pham, phuc, ha, tam... like seriously
-and simultaneously we typed-
friend: pardon me if i'm wrong but isnt the name phuc pronounced as what i think it is
me: i mean if pham is pronounced as fam, why would you want a name like phuc.
friend and me: haha, exactly what i'm thinking.
-this happened in my internal im :) gave me a good laugh amidst all the work-
me: well, there are some discrepancies with the data
senior: hmm how can this be, since the current one which u just refreshed looks perfectly fine
me: i also dunno la (awhile later)
senior: i know what's wrong alr... (okie boring stuff...)
me: oh, so what should i do with the old data, since we still have to use it. should i just ask ha?
me: i mean should we just clarify with Ha?
senior: hahahahahha
me: oh come on, that's just childish and rude hahahhaha
senior: you cant stop yourself from laughing too hahaha.
