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Saturday, March 21, 2009 - 11:35 PM

i wonder what was it that prompt me to do it, something that i have been looking for for close to a decade. amidst my 500 deadlines i decided to perform a google search while listening to my amelie soundtrack.

its as if i found some part of my innocence trapped in this search result. like finding your long lost love and falling in love all over again. perhaps its the reminiscence of times of innocence. my emotions are overwhelming but i wonder: of joy or despair.

"...but the things which are not seen are eternal." how true how true. yet, i must now return to my path of inadequacy and cynicism. you shall remain my solar eclipse:  shielded me from the split second insanity of looking at the sun. 

i am and will always be
forever grateful
forever regretful
for not looking at you directly.