responsiblity
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 - 9:40 PM
yest went online finally and manage to chat with some good friends :) sorry had to leave so abruptly haha cause suddenly my brothers came to chat. rare occasion hee. but i told you rite hee :) sorry a esp frankie i will go online again. but tonight got csi again hee see how maybe later. but my house got no water! damn construction must have holed the pipe. anyway yest evening watched him in action again. still rmb those days where we used to bump into each other while walking our dogs. if oscar were here now maybe its still possible but your dog also died already. i watched the burial too. hmmm. well a few weeks ago i dreamt of my long lost dog. very weird i was very happy in the dream but when i told my mom about it i started to tear. that is just mad - i'm in love with my own dreams and when i wake up i get super upset that its not true.
anyway that was just an aside. its amazing how incompetent i feel at home - on an intellectual level. so like i said my brothers came and we started discussing about the future and the environment. does seem bleak aye. inflation, pollution bla bla bla. we definitely need the change in lifestyle, change in business practices, change in the law and changes in the models of development. really could not argue with my brothers and all i can do was nod after some time. aarrgh helplessness haha. i aspire to read up more more more so that one fine day i will be able to rebut!! i am how old already, so so out of touch with the world when living in this comfortable bubble of mine sigh.