God does work in miraculous ways :)
Friday, May 2, 2008 - 10:57 PM
Good things do come in small packages and i can definitely vouch for it this time. i had been totally unmotivated yet again because last night i found out that i lost my transponder. apparently my mind has been playing tricks on me. it was how i clearly remembered that i said i have brought the key but actually i did not take it with me all along.
And of course the key incident somehow manage to intertwined with the issue that has been in my mind for a long time. After what she told me that day, i kept wondering how is it possible for me to break the silence once again. and by losing my key i was forced to, pride aside, carry out a decent conversation with her. aaa the stupid pride.
So being totally dispirited with my lack of memory - all i could do was sleep and attempt to study. Finally i decided that i need to bath and get some work done for my final paper. I wonder why but i decided to look through the bag that i had chucked into my wardrobe two days ago and my key was there, amazing.
Glad that everything is slowly going back to normal. Of course i have still alot more to study... No time to lose and it is a must to - thank God its friday :) This year i feel like i can write a whole book of testaments, merely believing is definitely not enough. to everyone that cared as well. thanks! would not have pull through without everyone.