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Wednesday, October 24, 2007 - 2:44 PM

yesterday

wonder why the sudden overwhelming of sadness. while i was convinced i was doing well in my studies, having great friends, got some presents from my kids... then when i had to learn the new song on my way back it just broke my bubble.

this morning

manage to pull myself up since i turned my phone to silent so i couldnt hear the alarm clock. well the sleep before that wasnt exactly continuous. the cough - the chokes - the constant ache. waking up like a phantom. but i manage to find strength from the ppl around me and through my own will :) didnt skip any lessons today. despite the overwhelming sadness and of course the physical incompetence.

maybe i've reached my threshold.