turning point
Sunday, October 28, 2007 - 12:14 PM
in a way i guess i have make peace with myself. and nope uncle not by admitting defeat. i realize that i have won since i know that ultimately i had done my best and meanwhile it was not reciprocated. i was told i was too nice, oh wth. also, meesa dont need to show up at the birthday party. screw it :) currently i dont wanna be friends (at least not at the moment)
so as i was lying on my bed for the past whole week. thursday was when i got up to see the whole world. since we had our debut performance (shit still havent thought of a name). it was not exactly our concert but we were just 'invited guests' hah. first time singing along to a crowd and it was fun fun fun. luckily my body was being a good girl as the throat pulled through for the two songs :D i am in love with the high chair hee.
it was night cycling on friday night and there was practically no one in hall. more news of break ups and yadayada. not even surprising to me anymore. since we are in the so-called 21st century. poof. we decided to go out and chill at holland vi. went to breko's again. we were there at 10 for dinner and i was at the state where i could eat up a horse. but there were so many people and we had to wait. so we ordered and we waited again. wonder whether it was because i waited too long or my consumption of strong tasting/oily/fried food for the past week was zero - the burger was bad and i couldn't finish it. damn wasted...
so we finished and we got into another dilemma on the desserts. not that i could eat one since i was so full i couldn't breathe and it has reached the hour where i could not talk anymore - every word was followed by a cough. hah. so we stayed back while some of them went to get haagen daz and brought it back. lalala... desserts didnt look very good but not that i ate them :D
it was about 2plus when we paid and some of the uncool people left. haha. and we decided to take a walk since we were so full. take a walk in COLD STORAGE. we passed by 2am dessert or sth like that and it looks like a chic place :) anybody wants to try hee. midnight grocery shopping is fun! we get to spend so many time on one single isle and since there was 5 of us, all the promotions were spotted by us! hee and we didn't have to queue to pay - not complimenting the crabby cashier though. cold storage is such fun with all the arnott's and stuff hee.
so that was a summary of last week (the times when i was alive that is) and despite all the depression and sickness, it turned out pretty well and i lost weight hah...
