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Wednesday, July 11, 2007 - 1:02 AM

so on my tag apple talked about prophecy and it gave me goosebumps and dont worry its not what you said, but what i said. i use to be a girl full of confidence. i believe i can read people’s minds or at least predict what they are thinking. honestly i do not think its some witchcraft that i practice instead there are lots of things you can predict through a observations. (i do it less verbally now). so anyway..

i use to believe in dreams because of what happened to my dog. i used to get very very worried when it is a bad dream. young as i was, i made a mistake telling a dream to another friend about his failure. poor guy stills remember it to date and in a way i think (even though he denies that he believes me) it made him doubt himself more than usual. big mistake to talk to much.

this is why i had the goosebumps. i cannot believe people actually remember the things i tell them (when i start blabbering about their future endeavours) especially when its nothing good. so from now on, i will tell you the good dreams that i had if u are involved in it but not the bad ones. i have stop believing in the magic of dreams because there was a time when i kept dreaming of hope and blissfulness. but none of it came true so i have to agree with what the experts have to say - dreams are just a portrayal of what you want most (and it will never come true)

however, sometimes you just have to believe in fate and omens. after 4 days of losing mahjong really badly - there is no excuse: i have to admit that i ran out of luck. bad times are sure to come.