Tuesday, April 17, 2007 - 4:45 PM
i think this is the first time, you actually came to a conclusion. putting a full stop to a finally never ending painful journey. for the first time, i think i finally understand you. at least i was in the -no-u-must-not-get-emotional- stage.
but because it is this understanding and for you to be able to put everything down into words. for the first time u made a decision. a decision to make me happy. to allow me to pursuit my happiness. i guess this is what i have been hoping for isnt it. having you make this decision so that i will not be able to blame myself for it. at least i can put the blame on you.
so finally there is an end to all this drama. it may not be happy ending but it is definitely a much punctuated full stop. and for those who were around during this period of time =) thanks people. i have been acting strong and i will be. now time to focus. no time to lose.