decided to start studying again at four. did not do anything since 12plus last night but i was kept awake for the entire night. seek solace in the bible at 3 plus and that was when i went into a sweet short slumber till breakfast time came. came back feeling like shit still after breakfast so decided to stay in the moat till about lunch time. then s-nee came asking whether i need lunch. didnt not even feel like replying... but finally decided to step out of my room. step out of this bloody depression.

well dont think u all know actually. but i'm sure some of u have guessed. he came back once more. okie i'm not going to tell you a soap story. not for you to sympathetize as well. if u were me wat were you do? would you be haunted by the past or would u be optimistic? i dunno. but just to tell you all he left just as fast as he came. came with plenty of questions, left with him alot of unanswered ones as well.

so here i am. back at square one. of mending the wounds. dont scold me, dont argue with me. i just wanna tell you how i have been doing. u can try telling me what to do. haha. but till now i'm glad there were friends all along with and by me.


p.s.: am can u give me your gmail account or not??? so i can start making it private. bah. to those i have been neglecting. really sorry. exams coming so jia you!

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