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Sunday, February 11, 2007 - 7:42 AM

here i am caught in the whirlwind of sadness again. life's like that ain't it. i barely slept enough for the entire week. well who am i to complain everyone is like that in hall. well at least now my banner is up. another thing done. things are clearing up slowly and i'm glad.

in a way, yesterday we won the yellow yellow dirty fellows. then we went out hoping to get some presents for vday and of course tryin to see whether the far end of the world has any dresses suitable for me. the highlight of the day was the neoprints. we are like super suaku i must say haha. jo and i were confused by all the jap instructions. anyway after that we were super tired already. initially i wanted to linger a little longer because i know you would be coming. but i was too tired and i needed a good bath and sleep.

well from that day i whine to am am. from that day onwards i've not been myself. on top of all the things that are happening which i have to remain my usual composure. do i wanna guess what he is thinking? why do you still wanna care? you did not keep your promise why come back to haunt me. that few minutes where you were there it was like jumping down a high building. when u left i felt so sick and bedridden. i already have lots to worry about and you will be the last thing now and forever. thank goodness there is am to remind me that he is dangerous. will meet up with uncle today and shall seek his advice too. need to calm down. calm down.

as an aside i totally agree with pink. i refresh my page just to hear the song. (at least its the song i'm listening to, while you haha listen to the intro)