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Wednesday, January 3, 2007 - 11:43 AM

I think its time for me to finally care about things. Not dream. Its been too long - behind this smokescreen of mine. It’s a new year and I’m motivated by my own frustration. Action. Finally I’m focused on this challenge. TO COMPETE.

This is not a war with myself but with you - my new found victim. I’m determined and will strive for consisteny no matter how tough things will be.

2006 has come and gone. time for a new year and there is no point in turning back. not that we have a choice to i guess. 2006 was definitely a year of turmoil and sufferings. pardon my exaggeration.

i would say in a mere one year: things went topsy turvy. for a moment i was in then i was out then in again. and now complelely ousted. now i'm proud to say i'm back in the game. i guess this inactivity started since J2. i've wasted lots of years now.

peer pressure is sth i've learnt as well. eventually you are yourself. be unique and most importantly - do not fear what has not come. because the future that i fear most probably would come. so at least be prepared when it comes and not waste time sulking.

giving thanks is definitely one major thing. thank you for being there. accompanying me, listen to me fret, complain, whine, gossip and of course reciprocating, sharing. lives are interconnected and i'm glad i'm not so different.

with my new found goal. i think its time for me to start. school is starting and there is no more time to lose. on a lighter note. there is so many parties coming up: exciting it is!!